10 1 / 2012
“Aries is the spark that breaks Aquarius out of that far away look in their eyes”
i sure fucking hope so.
this aries is obsessed with that aquarius.
10 1 / 2012
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07 1 / 2012
i miss being good-crazy.
good crazy:
pros:
- i exercised 45 minutes - 1 hour every day
- i ate super healthy
- i was thin (compared to now, anyways. not to society standards. i was 5’7 135 pounds).
- i studied like a maniac and got amazing grades
- i slept 7-8 hours every night
cons:
- no social life
- i would have a panic attack when my eating schedule was off
- i would have a panic attack when something threw off my daily routine, such as an appointment.
- i would have a panic attack if someone wanted to go for a meal instead of me being able to make it at home (especially breakfast. i do NOT DO breakfast away from home).
- i was usually pretty hungry even though i was eating a sufficient amount of food (about 1500 cals/day).
bad crazy:
pros:
- much more relaxed
- social life
cons:
- gained so much weight (everyone tells me i “look better” though).
- not the best grades ever. still passing (thank jesus)
- no routine (i’m in nursing so of course there’s no routine), when i don’t have routine, the following happens:
— eat hardly anything for a few days, binge out for a few days, eat healthy for a few days, repeat.
— take laxatives like all the time
— sick all the time
— can’t exercise without wanting to pass out or without getting severe cramps in my diaphragm due to fluid loss (laxatives)
— worst sleeping patterns
good crazy worked for me. i miss that.
03 1 / 2012
hottest guy ever in my bed right now.
loves my ass.
don’t really want to lose weight right now.
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01 1 / 2012
turning your phone off and just fucking ignoring everyone is the best thing ever.
and it’s especially amazing when that one goddamn boy is so excited to have you back when you come back to the world.
i hate being female. and i hate feelings.
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01 1 / 2012
i really hate my face. like i think i look like an ogre. just like a big face. and i used to have acne so it’s kind of rough looking in my opinion. and like not pretty. ugh.
31 12 / 2011
i don’t know why people get so excited over a new year. all of your shit from the previous year drags into the new year. i’m sort of a hypocrite because lately i’ve been saying that i can’t wait for 2011 to be over because it was the worst year of my life. but 2012 will be exactly the same unless i do something about it. and i could have done it in october or november, you know? you can change your life at any point in time. so why put it off even longer by having to wait until january 1st to do anything?
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